so tell me, is this the end?

Friday, January 8, 2010

today started off as a kinda lovely day [i guess?]
4lessons in total:
-maths
-pe
-english
-chinese
thn for chinese n pe we slacked,
maths easy cuz i alr learnt it in tuition
thn eng is th worst-.-
write compo with no inspiration
waddaya think-.-
thn thruout th whole day i was hoping for classes to end quickly
LOL
thn during chinese class trilene kept ramming th chair into petrisson's hand:3

@ 1215pm, finally get to go home :D
thn i bathed n stuff
thn as i was preparing go meet momo,
i fell aslp
smart rite?-_-
thn finally reached th pool place at 4plus._.
today nvr play :x
thn ltr on momo walked me home:D
but thn still early so we went to my hse thr de void deck do hmk:#
i tell u, momo dam quiet-.-!
thn i oso dunnoe wat to say-.-
LOL
thn at ard 7 momo nidded to go off
i feel so bad,
he pei me thn rain dam heavy thn nid go home in th rain D:
ps momo >.<

okayy, thn tmr got flag day
going with trilene
thn her fwens coming find us
sean n darren :x
thn after tht idk want do semo._.
momo ask me go out but idk whether i want anot
keep go out abit sian oso x.x
maybe i stay home n be dam guai[ya rite-.-] n finish all my hmk!^-^
hmmm, i shall see how(:

i told myself` everyone else, i gave up on u. but i realised tht letting go of u is fucking hard. it feels lyk ive wrenched a part of my heart n threw it along with u or at least, wats left of my heart. not a single sms from u` not even a single word. maybe u dunnoe how much it hurts, maybe u dunnoe tht i was for real, maybe u were playing along with me all this while n i was simply too freakin dumb to see ur true colors. i regretted, falling for u.

time doesnt seem to help, akk it did was made me think of war we cud hav been. as time drips by, i feel my heart getting slashed, slowly, deeply n numbly.

i dreamt about you and me at 11:32:00 PM.

this is my world
my fairytale kingdom
whr im th princess
& everyone else are juz
th flowers in th meadows
i giv my orders
followed, they shall be
things goes my way in this realm
of fantasy n mirage
no boundaries shall be crossed
for i am th one hu calls th shots
live in my palace
be my mistresses
or be entitled to eternal slavery
u hav no say when i exist

my existence is a silent rhapsody;
in this insouciant era .

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