Saturday, October 23, 2010
if ur eyes werent open, u wudnt noe th difference betwwen dreaming n waking;
whee ! went to far east on sunday 17th oct with liya n shermaine ^-^
we walked lyk th entire far east plaza 2times :O
uber uber fun !
bought alot alot things but all th prices quite okayy derh so nvm ^^v
haven take pics of th stuff yet :x
will post th pics next time :D
thn thursday went back thr again n bought summore things
idw be a spendthrift D:
again, no pics yet x.x
im lazy luhs :P
butbutbut
zilians with liya n sher is on sher's fb !
hehe :3
toilets r awesome places to zilian :B
ohh thn i think on dunnoe which day i went to jade palace again
with meimei, gugu, grandpa
but this time round we nvr zilian D:
butbutbut got good news :3
5x pics ><"!
haven finish editing yet so onli some r posted on fb
-sad face-
butbutbut im going to post th edited ones here too :D
soo...
OHH !
i cant believe i got promoted !
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh -happy till cry-
okok dun tok abt sch stuff lerhs so sian die me
soo..
here r th pics:
my fav pic ! >
this pic th color chio rite?! hehe :x lovelovelove my ties; sher sure agree too ^^
my new outfit :D heartheartheartzxc collar shirt !
can u see jaejoong? -hyperventilate- psst: he watches me slp every nite. be jealous ;P
i lyk this color ^^v
black & white `!
grr !
staircase ! :3
thr! thts all for now
this sunday,
aka tmr,
sher, liya, mama, xingjie & i going kovan !
we going play pool thr ^^
idk wat i shud wear D:
nvm i'll decide tonite :P
wheee `!
kayy luhs i go read book lerhs
bought vampire academy th 5th book: blood promise
cant wait to finish it :D
ohh n im broke from shopping ):
any kind souls care to sponsor me ? :3
buhhbye `!
`xBel-
i dreamt about you and me at 3:46:00 AM.
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
heyyos,
its currently in th middle of exams now ):
lets see ..
eng pp1:
- idk how to write proposal so therefore format wrong
- wrote argumentative for compo soso i think
eng pp2:
- compre was okayy but th passage was rather hard to underrstand
- summary was gg D: i cant seem to paraphrase at all :/ liya agrees
bio pp2:
- when i answer th qns, i seem to onli write th surface stuff while all th onli stuff arent writen, but thts wat th qns asks for, no? i scared wrong siax. but yet if i write th others info it seems irrelevant :/ overall its diedie cuz i no time finish thn my graph qns blank x.x
chinese pp1:
- gong han was okayy
- compo i wrote bao zhang bao dao which was okayy oso
chinese pp2:
- cloze passage was wtf dun understand anything at all
- mcq compre was okayy
- open ended compre was gg, understand passage but dunnoe how answer qns
ss:
- ss was generally okayy but no time to finish seq last pat
amaths pp1:
- most dreaded paper cuz i didnt hav time to study for it
- i left everything blank, in a way
- th first few qns still got attempt but it was lyk so fuckin hard cuz i didnt revise
- so basically im prepared to score zero for it
thts all th papers currently, 7 done, 7 more to go .
for those ppl hu think tht im lyk so wateva cuz i nvr revise or study amaths n hence i left th paper blank, this is my fuckin reason:
before i went for my operation in june, my midyrs alr cmi. not becuz i nvr study but simply becuz i dun get it. tho i will admit i did not spend as much time on it as i shud.
during june, i went for my scoliosis operation which kept me unable to do anything for 2 whole months until ard sept.
but by thn i was alr focusing on th subjects which i hav more confidence in.
whyye risk failing everything juz to study for sth which i wun pass at th end of th day (amaths) instead of studying th rest n pass a few while fail a few rite?
so thts whyye i didnt noe how to do a single fuckin qns, call me dumb, wateva. if u think im finding excuses, maybe u shudnt be on earth, juz go to hell. u wun noe how painful it is to go for an operation i tell u. unless ur one of th ppl hu witness me screaming in pain n pumping morphine into my system lyk thr's no tmr.
u wun noe how many times i wake up in th middle of th nite with tears of pain streaming down my face n hoping this is all a bad dream.
no im not pitying myself, this will juz make me stronger.
henceforth i do not appreciate anyone - u noe hu u r - accusing me or giving tht horrified look. u might be joking, u might not be. unless ur me, u wun realise how much it hurts to hav sum1 says these kind of things to ur face. "i dun hav fwens hu dun even try to do their exam paper", "wth is wrong with u?! how cud u leave th paper blank?" or stuffs to tht effect. its hurting becuz u didnt bother to look at things from my perspective, u didnt try to feel how its lyk to be in my shoes, u didnt think wat those words wud feel lyk to me. u didnt realise tht i oso want to be able to do every single qns on th paper, tht i wudnt want to feel helpless n hopeless, flundering in a mist of idks . u didnt bother . dear fwen: dun let me lose hope in u .
to another person: didnt u say tht u wish we will remain close n not drift away becuz u noe ur going to do tht n tht was a warning to me or did u rilly mean it? i accpet tht we hav our own lives to live but whyye isit happening? is our fwenship so fickle? i hope not. dear fwen: dun let me lose hope in u .
hopeisit tht easily lost?
isit sth tht we mere humans believe in but never exist?
will it not let us down?
okayy, enuff with th emo posts.
i cant wait for exams to be over !
but before its over, i hav to endure th stressful period of this weekend,
cramming for chem n maths :/
totally not looking forward to it ._.
but after tht thn im freeeeeeee ~ !
ohhyeah ~ hehe :x
looking forward to going to fareast with liya n shermaine !
wahahaha gurls' day out !
must zilian lotlots !
hehehe ^-^
plan to shop alooooot :D
aniwaes, before i get addicted to th worldwideweb,
i gotta go back to my boring geog tb n papers ):
shall finish geography of food n th earth's natural vegetation today
can stay up late to study cuz tmr exam at 11am
wahaha can slp in :3
thn tmr will study coastal system n processes
not studying river system n processes cuz i think harder ._.
aniwaes nid 3 onli cuz viv says structured is either river or coasts with veggie thn seq is gm food ._.
also tmr nid to revise how to write th ans n read thru papers ._.
hope i can finish everything in time x.x
grandpa getting dinner soon i hope
im hungry ! :D
okayy shall go surf th net awhile more until ard 630pm thn i start studying.
4hrs each for veggie n gm food so by thn will be ard 230am
thn including dinner n pompom, will be 430am
thn some slack time, 530am
thn orhorh until 945am
so i'll get ard 4hrs of slp ._.
if i study at a faster pace thn can slp more so..
JYJYS TO ME STUDYING AS FAST AS A ROBOT !
buhhbyes lerhs T.T
下次再见！
xXiiaoBel- 会很想你的！
;lublubzxc
i dreamt about you and me at 6:06:00 PM.
heyheys :Dbeen omost 5months since i last posted siax ._.
currently cramming for bio until 6pm ):
thn after tht revising th damned english for abt 2hrs
so.. abt 8pm?
thn rest rest abit ;/
by 10pm im going orhorh
i will be good :D
-munch cadbury chocolate-
cant wai for exams to be over
thn can finally slack
but horh still got 2 weeks of sch after eoy
heck la will try to enjoy
until bridging ):
sian siax
its lyk wat, 8-12
thn mastery at 2-5 :/
i sure nid go mastery lorhs if i can pass eoys tht is ):
blahhhhhh
dunlyk this !!
i want to play mabinogi n LaTale !
meet more ppl pei wo go out :3
i think horh studying is lyk stretching rubberband niax
u studystudy for exams, thn after exams u forget everything
juz lyk u strretch th rubberband lykdat
stretchstretchstretch thn once u let go, poing, everything back to normal\
stretch too much = snap = go imh -.-
toopid :@
cant wait for liya to on9 !
so de boredzxc
):
hais, now got so much problem, cant decide if i shud tok to her or not
so many months hav passed
everything feels abnormal
miss her too
angry once now chilled
but im afraid things will get worse n end up same prob ):
shud i or shud i not?
tht is th qns <-- inside joke
miss die her yet disappointed >:
if she can see this i hope she will text me or gimme a call
n no, im not les -_-
kayy luhs shall go off lerhs
buhhbye (:
;lublub xXiiaoBel-
i dreamt about you and me at 2:45:00 PM.
