so tell me, is this the end?

Friday, January 8, 2010

today started off as a kinda lovely day [i guess?]
4lessons in total:
-maths
-pe
-english
-chinese
thn for chinese n pe we slacked,
maths easy cuz i alr learnt it in tuition
thn eng is th worst-.-
write compo with no inspiration
waddaya think-.-
thn thruout th whole day i was hoping for classes to end quickly
LOL
thn during chinese class trilene kept ramming th chair into petrisson's hand:3

@ 1215pm, finally get to go home :D
thn i bathed n stuff
thn as i was preparing go meet momo,
i fell aslp
smart rite?-_-
thn finally reached th pool place at 4plus._.
today nvr play :x
thn ltr on momo walked me home:D
but thn still early so we went to my hse thr de void deck do hmk:#
i tell u, momo dam quiet-.-!
thn i oso dunnoe wat to say-.-
LOL
thn at ard 7 momo nidded to go off
i feel so bad,
he pei me thn rain dam heavy thn nid go home in th rain D:
ps momo >.<

okayy, thn tmr got flag day
going with trilene
thn her fwens coming find us
sean n darren :x
thn after tht idk want do semo._.
momo ask me go out but idk whether i want anot
keep go out abit sian oso x.x
maybe i stay home n be dam guai[ya rite-.-] n finish all my hmk!^-^
hmmm, i shall see how(:

i told myself` everyone else, i gave up on u. but i realised tht letting go of u is fucking hard. it feels lyk ive wrenched a part of my heart n threw it along with u or at least, wats left of my heart. not a single sms from u` not even a single word. maybe u dunnoe how much it hurts, maybe u dunnoe tht i was for real, maybe u were playing along with me all this while n i was simply too freakin dumb to see ur true colors. i regretted, falling for u.

time doesnt seem to help, akk it did was made me think of war we cud hav been. as time drips by, i feel my heart getting slashed, slowly, deeply n numbly.

i dreamt about you and me at 11:32:00 PM.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

ellos!
ive decided to recreate a blog cuz th other one was lyk screwed-.-
aniwaes, i shall crap abt today:D

morning:
i woke up to find my phone spammed with smses
-as owaes-
thn i found out i was supposed to sub bryan for duty._.
after rushing lyk heck, i reached sch at 715-.-
instead of 710
sorry huiwen!
thn we dutied for th whole day._.
i swear this yr de sec1's got some dam cute! xP
thn got one horh,
i bet by sec3/sec4 sure dam shuai de :X
>>fast forward cuz duty was kinda normal

afternoon:
after my duty, trilene came to find me with my hmk!
omg, so sweet of her
she went thru everything with me summore
n pei me do chem cuz my brain was lyk sumhow washed-.-
so nice of her rite?!
<333
thn we went to th canteen while i was still deciding whether to go out with momo anot._.
>>fast forward:D

evening:
after i reached home i went to shower n stuff
thn prep up blahblah
finally
i left th house
was supposed to reach at 430
but i ended up thr at 530
-.-
dun blame me!
blame my hands-.-
i apply th eyeliner thn my hand today uber shaky
shake until i keep reaplying-.-
toopid luhs
thn after i reached hg plaza,
i was lyk dam bimbotic-.-
i cudnt find th lift n thn was lyk complaining n wandering ard
trying to look for it
during th process, i realised tht i hav no idea wat momo looks lyk
meaning, i hav no idea how to find him-.-
thn after lyk 5-10minutes, i found th toopid lift-.-
n thn momo n his fwens came tumbling out :x
i tio shock-.-
thn go in th pool room D:
i wasnt planning to play mahs, so i wore a skirt`long sleeved shirt with a wide neckline-.-
n my BELOVED heels:3
thn i realised i cant bend-.-
if not sure zao geng
wth!
thn they were lyk asking me bend summore-.-
th worst part, i cant aim.. -so u can imagine th way i was throwing my face ard-
n did i mention, momo was with 7 of his fwens
n all of them were guys-.-
th feeling was lyk _________.
dunnoe how describe :x
thn i think ard 7
we left liaos
thn momo chased me away T_T
-SADDED-
LOL
thn he was gonna giv my number so i started hitting him :X
im so mean:3
-hehes-
thn finally i left for hg mall, go buy pens:3
u noe u noe u noe!
this hawt pink
was lyk
freakin CHIOzxc!
omg luhs, i fell in love with it -sparkly eyes-
thn finally i bused home:D
going to slp soon after i finish reading my maths tb._.

thts all for today i guessed:D
i didnt regret going out with momo afterall!^-^
nitenite for now!<3

`xBel-

i dreamt about you and me at 10:47:00 PM.

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whr im th princess
& everyone else are juz
th flowers in th meadows
i giv my orders
followed, they shall be
things goes my way in this realm
of fantasy n mirage
no boundaries shall be crossed
for i am th one hu calls th shots
live in my palace
be my mistresses
or be entitled to eternal slavery
u hav no say when i exist

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